Senin, 09 Desember 2013

Baby Problem

Nervousness would be an understatement.  What Gaia felt at the doctor’s waiting room had no entry in any dictionary in the universe.  Everything, including her future, depended on the test result.  The plush leather sofa she sat on did not calm her nerves.  She stared right across the hall where a mahogany door stood between her and the man who would tell her the most important news of her life.  A plaque on the door informed visitors that his name was Doctor Rock.  At the moment, the doctor had another patient, so said the bored receptionist at the front desk.  There was nothing she could do but read.  A magazine with a cover depicting a woman holding a baby aroused her interest.  The baby’s face was so irresistible that she couldn’t help but pick up the magazine and start browsing through the articles.  They were very helpful.  But would they be helpful to her?  She couldn’t help but think.  Before long, the door opened.  A woman walked out holding a beautiful baby.  She wondered if she would ever have the chance.  A man followed.  He was tall with thick facial hair covering his long chin and his big ears.  A name tag on his long white coat confirmed that he was indeed doctor Rock.

“Thank you for everything, doctor,” said the woman.

“You’re welcome.  Goodbye Ms. Puck.” replied the doctor with a soothing voice.  He took the couple to the exit and came back for Gaia.

“Ms. Gaia.  Please come in.”

“Very well.”  Gaia entered the doctor’s office.  Pictures of men and women holding a baby spread across the room like stars in the vacuum of space.

“Please sit down.”

She sat down on one of the two chairs located on one side of a work table while the doctor took his on the other side.  His face suddenly became serious and Gaia knew instantly what was coming.

“The test results had been delivered to me.  I’m afraid it’s bad news.”

The next hour went like a blur.  Walking from the hospital to her work office, all she could hear was Doctor Rock's verdict in her head over and over and over.  “You can't have a baby,” said the doctor.  How was she going to tell Mick?  Their relationship of two years was in jeopardy.  Mick insisted that a baby was essential if they were to continue.  She entered her laboratory where she had met him, though shorter than the average man, possessed just a slight hint of nerdiness that she always found attractive.  She had just moved in, a stranger in a strange place, and he made her comfortable and welcome.  While others simply scorned her, he taught her the different units of measurement that they used, which was different from where she came from.  Since then, he had moved up and became a senior supervisor.  Consequently, their relationship evolved.  Sooner or later, the question of a baby would surface.  And sooner or later, she had to tell him.
She gathered her courage and went up to the eight floor, the supervisor's office.  The four tube-shape elevators tirelessly took tenants and visitors up and down the life science research center.  From there, she could see the majestic mountain range overlooking the small town, protecting it from danger.  The lucky ones had the same view from their office windows.  She was not one of them but it served as a motivation to perform well.  That thought had to be kept for now though, as the elevator stopped at the intended destination.  Gaia quietly walked towards the supervisor office, contemplating the bad news she had to deliver to Mick.  There was no way back once she walked into his office.

“Mick, can I talk to you?”

“Oh hey, Gaia.  Sure, what is it?”

“I just came from Doctor Rock.”

“Not good news, I presume.  I know that look.  Just tell me.”

“He said I can't have a baby.”

“I see.”

“So, what now?”

“There’s nothing to decide.  It's over.”

“I fear as much.”

“Don't cry.  You're a brilliant woman.  You'll be fine without me.”

“But I hate leaving you.”

“So do I, Gaia.  But without the possibility of a baby, we can't continue.”

And that was that.  She had to make a decision.  Should she stay?  Or should she go?  She loved the place, no doubt about that, but she had to think about her own future.  If her future was elsewhere, she had to follow it.  There was no place for sentimentality.  With that thought, she prepared for her departure.  She contacted her travel agent, and her ticket home was booked.  One week was enough time to prepare, and one week passed rapidly.

Gaia always marveled at Anisa Space Port.  There was nothing like it on earth.  Through the port she arrived two years ago as earth's ambassador of life science, and through the same port she would return to earth.  Everyone was there.  Mick, Doctor Rock and Professor Rick, the director of the research center waited at the departure lounge to say goodbye.

“Gaia, I want you to know that we are sad to let you go,” the professor opened the conversation.

“Looks like everyone's here to witness my failure,” said Gaia half-jokingly.

“It's not failure, Ms. Gaia,” said Doctor Rock.  “It's just biological incompatibility.  The babys are such delicate creatures.  Fourteen fingers are required to handle one.  As we all know, you humans only have ten.  We tried everything we could.  Prosthetic fingers, gloves, anything.  They just won't work.”

“I wish you call it something else.  Baby is the word we use for human offspring.  It's very confusing sometimes.”

“I'm sorry for the confusion.  That is just what we call it,” said the doctor apologetically.

“And Mick, thank you for being my mentor even though it didn't work out.”

“It's such a shame, you mastered the theory very well,” said Mick.  “Before you go, someone wants to say goodbye to you.”

Mick opened his bag and took out a creature, which the Anisans called the baby.  It needed to be handled very carefully, as he did.  Using both hands, his ten fingers provided a resting berth for its belly while his four thumbs curled around its spine.  He had to be careful not to let its body bend or it would die.

“Sisi, say goodbye to Gaia.”

“Oh, Sisi!”  Gaia immediately reached out her hand to the creature that had caused her resignation.  “Can I touch it?”

“Of course.”

She put her right index finger on the creature's head.  The skin was soft and slimy but it was hard to the touch, due to the skull protecting its brain.  Its 3 purple eyes lie on the center of the head, unlike the reptiles on earth.  It opened its mouth for a split second, revealing its flat molar teeth, typical of herbivores.  She ran her finger down its spine, feeling its scaly exterior.  Its tail wiggleed as she touched it.  With six legs, it was the rarest reptile in the universe and would have been popular with earth children but it wasn't to be.
“I have to go now, my spaceship is about to leave.”

Gaia hugged each of the Anisan men as they said goodbye.  As the Saturn Spaceline flight 138 took off, she could not help but wonder.  Would she miss Anisa?  Of course she would.  The beautiful views, the research center, the men with their long chins and big ears.  The future lied elsewhere though, she would not stop reminding herself.  Picking up her communication pad, she started to type her report: Due to biological incompatibility, Anisan babys are not recommended for human pets.

Senin, 02 Desember 2013

Sound of Fury

“One bowl of rice noodle, please.”

That's all it took for my whole body to enter military mode.  As soon as the gentleman in the next table ordered those cursed long pieces of cooked flour, I knew I couldn't stay.  The thought of someone slurping those things launched General Brain into action.  Red alert!  Corporal Mouth, finish the drink and ask the waiter for the check!  Sergeant Hand, prepare the money!  Make sure the payment is exact so we don't have to wait for the change.  Lieutenant Feet, get ready to get us out of here!

Misophonia.  That's what my condition is called.  It causes certain sounds like slurping and chewing to become the scream of a banshee inside my head.  I had planned to spend the afternoon reading my new book in a small cafe but it wasn't going to happen.  It was a small cafe, only slightly bigger than a squash court.  The six tables surrounded the bar area in an L-shaped formation.  Moving to a different table was not an option.  The slurping sound would have been audible anywhere in the room and the gentleman would have thought of me as rude.  I looked at my drink.  Fortunately, I had ordered a cold one.  The red, rosy strawberry smoothie that was meant to be my reading companion had to be gulped as quickly as possible.  It was still three quarters full, as it had only been sitting pretty on my table for five minutes“Check, please!”  I asked the waiter.  I turned to my smoothie.  My mouth turned into a powerful vacuum cleaner, sucking the red fluid with all its might.  Immediately a winter storm came into my head, giving goosebumps to brave General Brain.  Brr!  Good job, Corporal Mouth.  Keep at it!  Captain Eyes, be on the lookout for that bowl of rice noodle.  Right after I finished my drink, I saw the waiter coming out of the kitchen carrying a bowl.  That had to be the rice noodles.  The race is on!  Come on cashier!  Where's my check?  Right on cue, the cashier walked towards my table with the check but it looked like the race was lost.  The glassy, long and transparent devil's hair had been delivered and the gentleman was ready to send me to the torture chamber with his chopsticks.


As he took his first slurp, all hell broke loose inside my head.  Every nerve were assaulted by the sound-waves emanating from the next table.  The usually tough General Brain suddenly became weak, kneeling and begging for the sound waves to stop the assault.  Now, Lieutenant Feet!  Time to go!  No time was wasted in executing the order, as Lieutenant Feet were always reliable in this situation.  Always.  I put my money on the check tray and ran out of the cafe to the safety of my car.  I breathed heavily, hoping the other person didn't realize that I ran out because of him.  I never intended to cause offense for it is an involuntary reaction on my part.  It is a fight or flight response every time.  And I choose flight every time.

Jumat, 05 Juli 2013

The Baker

Once upon a time, in the faraway Kingdom of Rafflesa, King George was enjoying a rare morning walk with daughter Princess Patricia.  Born twelve years ago, she was the only child and the heir to the throne.  It was a glorious autumn morning.  The citizens of Rafflesa were celebrating an abundant harvest.  As a tradition, the kingdom held a weeklong festival every year called Harvestfest.  It was a festival to celebrate the harvest season, filled with games and competitions.  The most prestigious of them all is the bakery competition.  Rafflesa was known throughout the land as the patisserie kingdom, where taste and quality were the standard of the world.  Every year many bakers participated in the contest, with the winner awarded the golden mitt. As they were conversing about this year’s Harvestfest, suddenly a loud voice was heard.

“Your Majesty, we are in big trouble!”

The King, unhappy that his father-daughter bonding time was disturbed, glared at the messenger and asked with an unpleasant tone, “What is it?”

The messenger, slightly gasping from running across the palace to the garden, answered, “Your Majesty, King Leopold from Juna wants to visit our Harvestfest and participate in the bakery competition.”

Upon hearing that name, King George became even more unhappy.  He still remembered the humiliation he and the kingdom suffered last year.  Due to failed wheat harvest, Rafflesa did not have enough wheat for the festival and the king had to import wheat from the neighbouring Kingdom of Juna.  In return, he allowed Juna’s bakers to enter the bakery competition, the first time foreigners were allowed to participate.  In a shock, Juna’s bakers did not just capture the golden mitt, they also placed second, leaving Rafflesa’s best baker third.  The jubilant King Leopold announced that Juna was the NEW patisserie kingdom.

“I suppose their champion from last year will enter again,” said the king worriedly.

“Yes, your majesty.  So will last year’s runner-up,” replied the messenger.

“Oh!  This won’t do.  We’re doomed!”  The king wailed as he started to walk back to the palace.  “We can’t have Juna win beat us two years in a row! “  Suddenly the king had an idea.  “Let’s bar them from the competition.  The arrangement was only for last year.  We did not buy wheat from them this year.”

“Father, we can’t.”  Patricia, who also followed her father back to the palace, reminded him.   “They have the golden mitt.  And the whole world will laugh at us if we are afraid of them and they will surely recognize Juna as the patisserie kingdom.”

“What should we do?”  The king asked as they entered the palace hall.

“Let me enter the competition, father.  I know I can win.”  Patricia said.

“Patty, this is a serious matter.  You are just a child.  Remember, you have to be sixteen to enter the competition.  And you should really be focusing on your studies, not baking.”  The king replied.  He then turned to his messenger.  “Get Chef Laura.  She’s the only one who can beat the bakers of Juna.”

“Sir, Chef Laura has retired for several years.  She has said she didn’t want to enter these competitions anymore,” the messenger said.

Patricia knew all about the legendary Chef Laura.  She won the Harvestfest bakery competition twenty times, more than any other baker in the kingdom.   Her cupcakes and éclairs were famous throughout the land and she owned ten patisseries, including two in Juna.  The princess had been inspired since Chef Laura herself provided the birthday cake for her fifth birthday party.  Secretly, Patricia started to learn how to bake without her father’s permission.

“Father, let’s visit the chef.  Maybe we can convince her to rejoin the competition.”  Patricia was excited at the prospect of visiting Chef Laura’s place.  It usually meant free cupcakes and éclairs.

“Very well,” said the king.  “Prepare the carriage.”

*

The gilded royal carriage pulled over in front of a small, one bedroom house.  For someone who didn’t know better, one would think the house was inhabited by a fairy tale character.  The walls were painted pink and the roof purple.  Green dots decorate the roof like stars in the sky.  The chimney was white and shaped like a chef hat.  Apple and orange trees gleefully welcomed visitors from the front yard.

Patricia quickly stepped out of the carriage and ran into the house without waiting for her father.  “Chef, are you home?  It’s me Patricia and the king.”

An elderly, plump woman stepped out of what looked to be the kitchen.  “Hello, Princess.  What brings you here?”  She took off her apron.  She was no stranger to the young lady as she often visited the Royal Primary School that the princess attended.  One of her patisseries had become the official caterer of the school.

“The king wants to speak to you about Harvestfest,” said Patricia as the king finally made his way into the house.

“The king’s here?  Oh dear.   I must get properly dressed.”

“At ease, chef,” said the king.  “We are not here on an official visit.  We would like you to reconsider your retirement and enter this year’s bakery competition.”

The experienced dough manipulator smiled softly.  “I have no desire to enter any competition, your majesty.”  Then she suddenly remembered.  “Oh, but your timing is perfect.  I just finished baking a new batch of cupcakes.  Let me get them for you.”  She disappeared into the kitchen and reappeared one minute later with a tray full of cupcakes.

“Oh, wow! Those looked delicious!”  Patricia immediately picked one up and took a bite.  “This is amazing!”

The king, having taken one himself, agreed.  “This is why we need you, chef.  Remember how Juna beat us last year.  We don’t want to lose twice in a row.”

“Oh yes.  Their beignets and bread puddings were delicious.”  Still, Chef Laura refused.  “It is time for the younger generation to shine.  But if you really want to beat the Juna chefs, I recommend that you let one of my students enter the competition.  She is the next big thing, I promise.  The problem is, she’s not yet sixteen.”

The king sighed.  “This won’t do.  The rule says you need to be sixteen to enter.”

“Then remove the age limit,” the chef suggested. “She’s your only hope to win back the golden mitt.”

The king saw that he had no choice and agreed.  “Very well.  I will remove the age limit and your student can register.”

“This should be fun,” said Patricia.  “We take our leave, chef.  Thank you for your suggestion.”

As the carriage headed back to the palace, the king couldn’t help but feel uneasy.  “I hope she’s right.  We are putting our honor in the hand of a child.”

“Don’t worry, father.  I know her student.  I’m sure she will win,” said Patricia trying to calm the king.

*

The Harvestfest was a success.  Every citizen was out in the streets singing and dancing.  Every food and drink stand was always filled with customers.  King Leopold had arrived the day before along with the two chefs, the previous year’s champion and runner-up.  As they were enjoying some food at the meat stand, King George and his daughter passed by to say hello.

“Leopold!” said the king.  “I hope you enjoy this year’s festival.”

“Hello my friend!  Thank you for your hospitality.  You remember my chefs, James and Calvin,” replied Leopold.

“Of course!  How can I forget the champion!  Chef James, are you ready to defend your title?” King George asked.

Chef James, who was slightly taller than his friend, bowed slightly.  “Your Majesty, no disrespect to your kingdom but I am sure we will take the top spots again.”

King George started to look nervous but Patricia stayed calm.  “Are your bakery as good as last year, Chef James and Chef Calvin?”

“Yes, princess.  We are happy with our results,” replied the shorter chef.

“I can’t wait to taste them,” said the princess.

The bakery competition was judged by a panel of six trained judges.  Each chef prepared their creation in secret and submitted them anonymously.  This was to prevent preferential judging by the judges.  The top three winners would be announced at the end of the fair and only then did everyone know the creators of the winning food.

“Looks like they’re ready to announce the winners,” the king informed the others.  “Let’s go to the bakery stand.”

The bakery stand was already crowded once they got there.  The king and princess proceeded to the seats specially reserved for them.  In front of them, 36 delicious-looking pastries were laid out for everyone to see.  They ranged from cupcakes to soufflés to crème brulees.  One food caught the king’s attention.

“Those cupcakes!”  The king pointed to plate of cupcakes topped with a white cream and a banana slice.  “That looks like a Chef Laura cupcake.  That must be her student’s.”

“Those beignets look similar to last year’s winners.  Must be Chef James’”, said Patricia while observing all the servings.  Each contestant must serve six of the same pastries to the judges and another six for display.

Suddenly a loud voice was heard from near the pastries.  “Ladies and Gentlemen!  The pastries had been judge!  It is time to announce the winners!”  Loud murmurs could be heard from the crowd as they listened to the Master of Ceremony.  Everyone was hoping neither of the Juna chefs’ entries would win it.  “The top three are…The Mouth Watering Buttermilk Beignets,  The Irresistible Cinnamon Raisin Bread Pudding and The Beautiful Banana Cupcake with Vanilla Cream!”

“Just as I thought,”sighed King George.  “The beignets and the bread puddings must be James and Calvin’s.  They’re serving the same thing from last year.”

“The cupcake will win, father.  It is Chef Laura’s student who made it,” said Patricia assuringly.

“Third place goes to….Chef Calvin’s Cinnamon Raisin Bread Pudding!”  There were boos in the crowd but they were generally supportive of foreign competition.  Chef Calvin went to the podium rather disappointingly and received his third place medal.

“Second place goes to….”

King George fiddled his fingers nervously, hoping Chef James’ food would be announced.

“Buttermilk Beignets by Chef James of Juna!”

“Hurray!” Exclaimed the king, knowing his kingdom had reclaimed the golden mitt.  The crowd echoed the king’s reaction and huge cheers filled the festival arena.  Chef James made his way to the podium as King Leopold, clearly disappointed, just sat motionless.

“And this year’s winner of the bakery competition is…..Banana Cupcake with Vanilla Cream!  It is the creation of a student of Chef Laura.  Please welcome to the stage…”

The crowd suddenly became silent as they waited to see who their new champion is.

“Princess Patricia!”

A shocked reaction was followed by even wilder cheers.  King George was surprised as he never knew her daughter took lessons from Chef Laura.  “You?!  You’re Chef Laura’s student?”

“Yes, father.  I’ve been taking lessons for several years.  I know you wanted me to focus on my studies, but I really love baking.”

The king just smiled as he hugged the princess.  “Then go get your price.  We’ll talk about it later.”

The princess was grinning from ear to ear as she took her place at the top of the podium.  She received her golden mitt from the head organizer and prepared to deliver her winner’s speech.

“Everyone, thank you.  I am so happy to have won back the golden mitt, OUR golden mitt.”  She stopped as the crowd cheered.  Then she turned to the king.  “Father, I have a proposition.  We are known as the patisserie kingdom of the land.  People know we have the best patisserie chefs.  So let us prove it by opening the competition to all kingdoms.  We shouldn’t be afraid of competition.  Our loss last year had cast a doubt.  Maybe we are no longer the best.  That is why we should allow ourselves to be judged alongside the chefs of every kingdom in the land.  If we win, then we know we are still the best.  If we lose, we should look to improve ourselves to reclaim our title.  We shouldn’t be afraid to lose.  Losing allowed us to get better.  So how about it, father?”

The king was stunned.  He never realized that by closing the contest to foreigners, he had lost the only way to measure that Rafflesa still had the best patisserie chef in the world.  By removing competition, they had no resolve to improve themselves.  A decision had to be made.  The king stood up and spoke to his people.  “People of Rafflesa, the princess is right.  In order to show the world that we are still the patisserie kingdom of the world, we should not be afraid of competing against foreign chefs.  From now on, the bakery competition of Harvestfest is now an international competition!”

The crowd responded positively as they chanted Patricia’s name.  Delighted, Patricia rushed down to meet her father.  “I’m going to beat them all, father!”

Selasa, 23 Februari 2010

The Miser's Secret

“Jon Richards, CEO.” It was the name written on the wooden door that I was facing. A square glass pane provided a view of the office behind the door where a person was working behind a desk. That person was not Mr. Richards though, because she's a woman. I entered the room and saw that Sonia, the secretary was on the phone. On the left side of the room, there was a bigger desk with an expensive-looking notebook on it. A man was sitting behind it. That's our CEO. In addition to being tall and well-built, his tan skin made him an imposing figure. If it was not fo his clean-shaven face and the pair of glasses hanging on his nose, he would have been mistaken for an athlete.

“Got all the paperwork, Tom?” He asked.

“Yes, sir. I got everything.”

“Let's get this over with. Sonia, is the car ready?”

“Mr. Dat is waiting for you in the lobby sir.” The secretary answered. “Sir, will you be meeting with the creditors this evening?”

“No, let Jim handle it.” said Jon without pausing to think. Walking towards the exit, I saw his personal black van waiting with his driver Mr. Dat waiting by the open back door.

“Where to, sir?” The friendly Vietnamese driver asked as we both entered the car.

“Lowry's General Store. Don't rush, we have time.” He took off his suit and tie and unbuttoned the top button of his shirt. “I hate those guys.” He started reading the newspaper he had been carrying since morning.

“The Lowrys?” I asked, wondering what could two small store owners have done to offend him

“No, I meant creditors. I can handle the Lowrys. Creditors are annoying. All they want is their money back. Fortunately, James Foley is very good in dealing with them.”

“Isn't that yesterday's paper?” I noticed the date on Jon's paper, which was very odd since people usually did not read old newspaper.

“It is indeed.” He answered, smiling slyly like a fox.

I had been working for Richards' Corp. for two weeks but I still hadn't learnt everything about it. All I knew was Jon Richards was the CEO and James Foley was his main deputy, who was also the head of the finance department. As part of the legal department, my job focused solely on paperworks. Contracts, deeds, agreements, that kind of stuff. We were heading towards Lowry's General Store to negotiate something with them. What exactly we were negotiating, I didn't really know.

“What are we doing with the Lowrys?” I decided to ask.

“We're closing them down.”

“Excuse me?” The non-chalant reply kinda shocked me a bit, although it shouldn't have. I have heard stories about Jon Richards in my two weeks working for Richards Corp. He was a miser. He had no compassion. He was ruthless. He didn't care about other people than himself. Apparently, he picked up those traits from his father, who had founded and built the corporation. The rumor was that Douglas Richards, Jon's father, bribed the mayor to sell him the land now known as the Summertown Industrial Complex. He built his first factory in the area. Within a decade, half of the former commercial district had been taken over by Richards one by one, while the other half consists of distribution centers, warehouses and stores selling their products. Jon continued his father's policy of expansion, until you almost could not find a building not owned by Richards Corp in the complex. Those strong enough to resist, like the Lowrys, were threatened to have their rent increased tenfold, unless they agreed to enter some kind of a deal.

“You read the contract. They're giving discounts on other company's product.” He explained.

“The contract doesn't say they can't sell other company's products.” I browsed through the paperwork to refresh my memory.

“They can sell them, but they can't promote them. That's the deal. Oh, here we are.” The car pulled over into a small store, with a plank above the door that said 'Lowry's General Store, since 1961”. Wow! They've been here for almost fifty years. I was impressed. We both got out of the car and approached the store. Sure enough, more than half the racks were filled with Richards' products. Two elderly couple stood behind the counter, reading today's paper as there was no customer to serve.

“Mr. Richards! What a surprise.” said the man, putting down his paper.

“Mr. Lowry, Mrs. Lowry. This is Tom Whitfield from legal department.” Mr. Richards introduced me to the store owners.

“How do you do? I'm Ray, This is my wife Molly.” Despite the cold breeze outside, their hands felt warm as I shook hands with them.

“Nice store you have here. Since 1961?” I said, trying to make small talks.

“It's our legacy. We're proud of it.” Molly said, her face brimming lightly.

“Unfortunately, that legacy will end, Mrs. Lowry.” Jon's sharp words immediately turned both the Lowrys' faces pale.

“I don't understand, Mr. Richards. What do you mean?” She asked.

Jon laid down the newspaper he carried and pointed out an advertisement. I peeked at it and realized what it was. Oh no! I said silently. They had made a mistake. “You advertised that you slashed the prices of our competitors' products.” The advertisement in question showed the Lowry's logo, followed by pictures of non-Richards product. Next to each picture are two numbers, one higher than the other, with a straight line going through the higher number indicating that the products were being sold at the new lower price.

“But Mr. Richards,” Ray said, fear clearly showed in his voice, “We're trying to sell those products off as soon as possible. We wanted to make room on our racks for your products.”

“You know the rule, Lowry. You can't do a promotion on products that are not ours. This advertisement here counts as a promotion. You know what this means.” Unfortunately for them, Jon was right.

“Sir, please. Can't we let this one go. It's just one advertisement. We'll put a bigger one to promote yours.”

“That's not how business works, Lowry.” Jon's voice became sterner and sterner as the conversation went along. “Our current contract is void. Either you pay the current rate of rent, which is ten times than what you're paying now, or you sell your store to us.”

“But we can't afford the current rate of rent.” Molly protested.

“I knew that. I would make the preparation if I were you. I'm sorry it had to end this way, Mrs. Lowry. I really am.” Jon picked up the newspaper and started to walked out of the store. “You will hear from our lawyers. Come on Tom, we're done here.”

As we got into our cars, I could here Ray Lowry screaming. “You can't do this, Richards! This land doesn't belong to you! Your father got it illegaly! Someday, you're going down, Richards!”

“Goodbye, Mr. Lowry.” We drove away from the store with the Lowrys still screaming at our car. “Tom, prepare the paperwork.”

“Yes, sir.” Wow. What did I get myself into?

*

It had been two months since we took over Lowry's but time had not made me feel better. I drafted the legal documents of the purchase of Lowry's General Store by Richards Corporation. I felt guilty about it. Although It was not my decision, I felt like the executioner in that event. At least the amount was pretty good, definitely enough for their retirement. I doubt it would be a good enough solace for them though, as they seemed to enjoy working with their store. I was hopeful that I did not have to close down any more small businesses for the sake of Richards' expansion policy.

The hope turned out to be an empty one, when one day I received an email from Richards. He wanted me to prepare all the paperwork on the Trotts Orphanage. A meeting with the Trotts had been arranged the next morning. “Surely he's not going to close an orphanage!” I thought. Gathering all the relevant paperwork, I learnt that the orphanage's lease would expire in three months. “Maybe we're meeting to discuss an extension.” I tried to convince myself that Richards was not so bad that he would close down an orphanage and forced the children to live in the streets.

The next morning, I made my way to Mr. Richards office, only to find his table empty, with Sonia the only human being in the room.

“Good morning, Tom!”

“Is Mr. Richards not here yet?” I asked.

“He just called and said he's meeting with the board so he will be late,” she answered. “And he's moved the orphanage meeting to two.”

“What do you think he wants with the orphanage?”

“What do you think? He's closing it down. He just confirmed to me that we're going to use it as a warehouse. Oh, don't look so surprised. That's typical Richards," she said, smirking. "He would close down his mother's flower shop to expand his company."

I could not believe what I heard. I went back to my desk to prepare for the meeting. As I browsed through the sea of paperwork, I refreshed my memory about the status of the orphanage. They had a twenty year lease on the land and the building and it was about to expired in three months. Jon Richards could not force them to move until then. Unfortunately for them, Richards Corp had the first option on lease extension, meaning if corporation did not want to extend the orphanage's lease, they did not have to. The orphanage itself was visible from my window. I could see its light blue roof and beige wall, with a patch of green surrounding the building served as a reminder of what the area used to be, a lush park. Staring at the building, memories of the past started to enter my head as I drifted to a waking dream.

*

“Tom, I'm open!” I looked up and saw my teammate Andy waving furiously at me. I nervously set the soccer ball with my left foot and sent it towards him with my right. My momentum caused me to fall down and I was forced to watch him slyly rounded the other team's goalkeeper and put the ball in between the two sticks that we used as goalposts. “That's five! We win!” Andy jumped up and down in joy as we scored our fifth and winning goal.

“That was great Andy! You're probably the best six year old soccer player in Summertown!” I rushed towards him and congratulated him. Three-on-three soccer was one of our favorite past times. We had transformed the backyard of the orphanage into a multi-function sports field. Soccer, baseball, even basketball had been played on those grass. We did not have much equipment though so we had to use sticks as goalposts.

“Tom! Come in. There are a couple of nice people wanting to meet you.” It was the voice of Jack Trotts, who was the only father I had known until I was six years old. He and her wife Helen ran the house that I shared with the other orphans. I walked into the house and saw that he was having coffee with two strangers, a man and a woman. “Tom, this is Mr. and Mrs. Whitfield.”

It was time for me. I had seen it before with the other kids. One day the Trotts would pull one kid aside and introduce them to a couple for a potential adoption. For the lucky ones, they would get a family. For those who were not so lucky, Jack and Helen would raise them until they finish high school, then they can decide for themselves what they wanted to do. Some went to college, with the help of a student loan. Others stayed to help with the day-to-day operation of the orphanage. I was one of the lucky ones.

The living room was quite, with no other children in sight. It was always expected when Jack or Helen met with prospective parents to talk about adoption. Compared to the well-dressed couple sitting in front of him, Jack was wearing a plain white t-shirt and a pair of shorts as usual. He was always very casual, very easygoing. I walked slowly, shyly towards the Whitfields and shook their hands. “Nice to meet you, sir, ma'am.”

“I'll leave you three alone.” Mr. Trotts left me with the couple who would become my adoptive parents. In two weeks, it was settled. I would leave the orphanage and be renamed Tom Whitfield. I still remembered the day I left. Saying goodbye to the kids, to Mr. Trotts, to the orphanage itself. I never came back, although it had to be fate that brought me to work for its neighbor, the Richards Corp. Unfortunately, I found out that my boss was not very neighborly, and the idea of working for someone who was about to destroy my childhood home suddenly made me feel very sick.

*

“Mr. and Mrs. Trotts here to see you.” The clock on my desk said 12.50 when the receptionist informed me of their arrival. I had not seen them since my adoption day, although they called several times to check on me. Embarrassingly, I had to admit that I did not think of them much, having been absorbed into a new life and a new family. I had only come back to the orphanage two times, a number that I wished had been higher after learning the impending fate of my former home.

"Thank you, Marie." I hung up the phone and headed to the reception area to meet the couple who took me in after my parents were killed in a car accident. As I approached the waiting room, I saw them. They're still the same selves, just older. I noticed Jack's hair had turned completely gray, and the wrinkles in Helen's face had become difficult to disguise. Nevertheless, they were still full of smile exchanging pleasantries with Susan, our receptionist.

“Jack, Helen, How are you?” I gave them each an honest hug from the bottom of my heart as I was truly happy to see them.

“Tom! We were pleasantly surprised to hear that you work for Richards. We're neighbors!”

“Let's hope it stays that way.” My sigh quickly reversed the atmosphere 180 degrees. “I heard Mr. Richards is not extending the lease. Oh, there he is!” A black van passing by the building gate suddenly alerted me to the arrival of the devil. From the second floor, I could see the van pulled over to the parking spot reserved for the upper management, close to the lobby. As Mr. Richards made his way out of his car into the building, I motioned to my guests to lead them to the meeting room. “Let's wait in the meeting room.”

While waiting for Mr. Richards, Jack explained that he had been trying to secure a permanent place for the kids. But the economy boom of Summertown had made it impossible due to the steadily increasing price of lands and houses. The development of the industrial complex also had made the area unideal for children to live and play in. Parks had been replaced with pollution spewing factories, and the school that used to stand within walking distance to the orphanage had closed, forcing the children to commute thirty minutes everyday to reach their school.

“Mr. Trotts, Mrs. Trotts, I apologize for my tardiness.” Jack's story was interrupted by the arrival of our CEO. “I didn't expect the board meeting to go for hours.”

“Mr. Richards, thank you for meeting us,” Jack said. “As we have said in our letter, we would like to extend our lease, keeping the current rate, on the orphanage for another ten years.”

“Mr Trotts, I have discussed this matter with the board, and I'm sorry to deliver a bad news. The board wanted to use the building as a warehouse and therefore, will not extend your lease, and especially not at the current rate. The value in this area had increased considerably in the last twenty years. I'm afraid you have to vacate the property in two months. I'm really sorry but you have to find another place for your children.”

“We have pursued alternative places to house the children, but we can't afford the lease anywhere else. This current rate is all we can afford.”

“Mr. Richards,” I interrupted. “Our warehouse upstate is operating at under forty percent capacity. We do not need another warehouse.”

“Tom, that warehouse has always been a temporary one. We have been wanting to use the orphanage building as a warehouse for many years.” He answered.

“Mr. Richards, please think of the children. They need to be taken care of.” Jack tried to plead, sounding desperate.

“This is not a third world country, Mr. Trotts. The government will take care of them.”

Mr. Richards maintained a straight, stern face throughout the meeting, which last about thirty minutes. Because of the nature of the lease deal, the Trotts did not have much leverage in the discussion. They were at the mercy of the corporation, and, despite their and my best effort to persuade Richards, the mercy did not come. The decision had been made. They had to leave the orphanage in two months with very little chance of finding a new place by then. Jack and Helen maintained a dignified posture as they left the office, although I could see the stress and sadness painted on their face.

The rest of the day flew by in auto-pilot. I sat in my desk with my eyes gazing across the street. A yellow bus stopped in front of the orphanage, dropping off the older children from school. Younger children were playing ball in the backyard under the supervision of an adult volunteer. Those were just some of the activities that I could witness to alleviate myself from the boredom of work. Thanks to Mr. Richards, I would witness them no more.

*

It had been two weeks since the meeting and the hammering of the nails on the orphanage's coffin. I spent those two weeks contemplating. Who is this guy Richards anyway? Do I need him? No, I don't need him. I can find work anywhere else. Why should I work for a heartless man who destroyed my childhood home, and the home of many other children. And I had made my decision. I finished typing a letter and thought about sending it by email but I decided against it. I would give it to him in person. With the press of a button, the content of the letter copied itself from the monitor to a piece of paper. I took letter, my resignation letter, and kept it in my drawer, because Mr. Richards was not in the office so it had to wait until Monday. As I was getting ready to go home, an email was suddenly delivered to my inbox. It was from Jack Trotts. What could be the matter? I double-clicked the email to enlarge it so I could read it:

Hey, Tom! Good news. The Summertown Charity Foundation had decided to take us in and they had found a new place for our new orphanage. Their benefactor had donated some money to us but unfortunately, we're still short so we're going to do some fund raising. I'm going to meet with them this evening. Why don't you come down to the Foundation and check out the details. The address is 55 Mission Ave.

Regards,

Jack Trotts.


Ah, good news. It was nice to know that people still cared. I heard about the Foundation before. Their headquarters was located not far from my apartment, so I decided to stop by on the way home. No one knew who established the foundation. It just appeared out of nowhere one day. They had done lots of goods to the city though, so I can't complain about their existence. I was thinking about how I could help. Maybe I would help with the fund raising, or I could donate some money myself.

As I parked my car, I noticed a familiar black van. Isn't that Mr. Richards' car? I shrugged off the thought. A miser like him had no business being here. Immediately behind the double door was the lobby area. To the left was a long couch, long enough to fit three people. A line of potted plants decorated the right side of the lobby. Above them was a banner with a slogan written on it. It said 'GIVING BACK TO SOCIETY', all in capital letters. Directly in front of me was the reception area. On the table was a newsletter, apparently their own. I noticed two familiar faces on the front page. It was The Lowrys! I picked one up and read that the foundation rent them a place near downtown where they set up their new store. I was happy and relieved to here the news, and helped reduce my guilt for closing down their old store.

“Can I help you, sir?” A male receptionist asked.

“Is there a Mr. Jack Trotts here? I heard he's going to be here.”

“I'm sorry sir. Mr. Jack Trotts is having a private meeting with the benefactor. They have asked not to be bothered.”

“Oh, okay them. Mind if I look around?”

“Go ahead sir.”

I walked through a long hallway behind the receptionist. A billboard on the wall showed the projects that the foundation is working on. I didn't see anything on the orphanage though. As I made my way to the second floor in this three-story building, I heard two people talking inside the first room from the stairs. It must have been the meeting room, I thought. I peeked through the window pane and see Jack, who was having a meeting with another man whose face I could not see well, who was probably the benefactor. He looked rather young, maybe in his late thirties. As he turned a little bit to his left, I could see his more clearly. Too my surprise, it was an all too familiar face, the face of Jon Richards. Surprised, I stayed close to the door to hear their conversation.

“Mr. Richards, thank you very much for helping us. I was surprised to find out that you're the benefactor of a charity foundation.”

“Why is that?”

“Let's just say the reputation of your father is not very flattering, and his blood runs in yours.”

“Actually, it doesn't.”

“It doesn't?”

“Mr. Trotts, the reason why I build this foundation lies in my past. I am not a Richards. Like the children that you're caring for, I was an orphan. Douglas Richards adopted me when I was five, because he and his wife could not conceive a child. They raised me as their son and eventually I inherited my father's company. Despite all this, I can't forget my past as an orphan. I decided to build this foundation to help the unfortunates like my father had helped me, but I wanted to be discreet. A lot of things that we do here have conflicts of interest with the corporation, such as the situation with your orphanage. That's why I hid my identity and used a fake name when building this foundation.”

“Why didn't you just let the old orphanage be?”

“What many people didn't know is that I didn't make all the decisions. We have a board of directors and we vote on important decisions. I tried to defend the orphanage, but the board wouldn't budge. They wanted the whole area for the corporation. I'm sorry I couldn't save it.”

I had heard enough. I quietly left the building not knowing what to think. So Jon Richards was an orphan, and he had been running a charity foundation secretly. I tried to make sense of all this. How could someone run two different organizations with two very opposite goals? One was built as a money making machine while the other a money giving one. Regardless, one thing is clear. I went home knowing that the orphanage could be saved.

*

The following Monday, I received another letter from Jack about the new orphanage. It was in a nice location upstate, closer to the school. It turned out that it was owned by Richards' Corp. but Jon managed to convince the board to sell it on the cheap, with him funding half the cost through the foundation. The rest would have to be funded through other means, such as a fund raising event that Jack had planned. In the end, the orphans would have a new, better home. I reached for my resignation letter and promptly tore it apart and threw it to the empty trash bin underneath my desk. There was no need for that letter now, because I discovered the miser's secret.

Kamis, 14 Januari 2010

The Grandma Diary

Sunny weather greeted a red sedan as it pulled into the driveway of a small wooden house. Its wall consisted of several logs stacked on top of each other, interlocked with notches at their ends. The red paint of the front door showed some luster but the window on the other end of the front wall was very clean and well-kept, as one could see the bedroom quite clearly on the other side. An old woman could be seen peering through the window, expecting the arrival of the car. A middle-aged woman ran sprinting out the front door to greet the two car passengers.

“Mrs. Tanner, how are you?” She said as she helped the driver opened the front left door. A woman stepped out the vehicle, her friendly smile disguising her tiredness after a long drive.

“Hello, Nelly!” Sarah Tanner gave the stout housekeeper a hearty hug. Her blue blouse and black trousers were a sharp contrast from the house's rural surroundings. “How's my mother?”

“She's been better. Dr. Gladstone will come tomorrow to check on her.” Nelly looked inside the car as if she was looking for someone. “Where's Miss Kara? Isn't she coming?”

“Kara, come out of the car.” Sarah shouted to the other person in the car. A youthful girl stepped out of the car's right hand side but her complexion was the exact opposite from that of the two older women. Instead of a broad, friendly smile, her lips formed an arching frown. There was no spark coming out from her eyes, only a sharp stare fitting for a demon.

“Hello Nelly,” said Kara Tanner unenthusiastically.

“Miss Kara, it's been awhile!” Nelly maintained her friendly tone despite the teenager's attitude. “You didn't come last year. Your grandmother missed you.”

“I almost didn't come this year.” Kara said as she lazily walked towards the house.

“Kara, bring your bag!” Her mother unsuccessfully tried to give her an order.

“It's okay, Mrs. Tanner. I'll bring Miss Kara's bag.” Nelly opened the trunk of the car and the two women grabbed the two luggages that had been sleeping tightly inside the compartments. “Miss Kara doesn't seem so happy.” Nelly expressed her concern to her mistress' daughter as they dragged the bags into the house.

“She's had other plans for the summer,” Sarah said. “But she didn't come last year so I insisted that she come this year.” She sighed. “Teenagers can be a handful.”

“Sometimes I feel lucky I never got married.” Nelly laughed as they entered the house.

The log house was rather old but very welcoming with its wooden architecture giving a countryside aura, perfect for anyone who wanted to escape the busy cities. The main door lead directly to the living room, where a television stood proudly like a king surrounded by its furniture subjects, which included three sofas and a coffee table. The kitchen retreated to the back, with a dining table separating it from the living room. On the right side of the room were two doors guarding the entrance to the bedrooms, one smaller than the other. As they entered, the door to the larger bedroom gave way to a wheelchair with the mistress of the house on it.

“Hi Sarah! Why are you wearing work clothes?” said the elderly woman, noticing her daughter's out of place outfit.

“Hi mom! I had a meeting with our supplier and it was on the way here so,” explained Sarah. “Anyway, how are you, mom? What did the doctor say?”

“Oh, don't you worry about what the doctor said.” She turned her head and saw her only granddaughter sitting motionlessly in one of the sofa. “Hey Kara! You come this year! Wow, you've changed a lot in the pass two years.”

The teenager walked over and gave her grandmother a brief hug. “Hi grandma.”

“Oh, dear. You sound tired. Long drive?” her grandmother inquired, noticing the weak tone coming from Kara. “Oh, I just know the thing that will energize you dear! Nelly, bring the cupcakes!”

“Cupcakes?” Kara managed to pull out her first smile of the day.

“I know you love them. I made some for you last year but you didn't come. Your mother ended up eating your portion.”

Sarah laughed listening to her mother's story as Nelly walked out of the kitchen with a tray of cupcakes. “I didn't eat them all. I gave some to our neighbor.”

“The Ferringtons? I made cupcakes for them every week. Come on girls, have some.”

Kara needed no invitation as she grabbed one before her grandmother finished her sentence. The sweet taste of the pastry seemed to brighten her spirit as it made its way down her throat, if only temporarily. “Where do I sleep mom?” She asked her mother, hoping to catch some nap before dinner.

“Do you want to sleep with me in the guest room or do you want the attic?”

Kara weighed up her options and decided that she needed the privacy. “I'll sleep in the attic.” she said as she grabbed her bag while finishing her cupcakes. “I'll be napping till dinner.” She went up the stairs located next to the kitchen and disappeared from sight.

“I'm sorry. She's still very upset that I forced her to spend part of her summer here.” Sarah apologized for her daughter's behavior.

“It's okay if she doesn't come.” Her mother assured her. “We see each other in Thanksgiving. Besides, she's a teenager. I'm sure she has other plans.”

“Thanksgiving is just one dinner per year. I want her to spend more time with her grandmother.” Sarah said. “Besides, if what the doctor said is true...”

*

Kara entered the attic bedroom and dropped her bag next to the single bed in the middle of the room. Other than the bed, a small dresser and two nightstands made up the furnishing. Despite being the darkest area of the house, the lighting was very good as the ceiling lamp was complimented with a light stand. From the window, one can see the Ferrington farm, one of the neighbors in the small countryside town. Kara lied down on the bed while her fingers were busy punching several buttons on her cellphone. After a few seconds, her call was answered.


“Hi Elaine! Are you guys in L.A.?”

“Oh, how lucky you are.”

“I know, I wish I'm there too but my mom forced me to spend two weeks in this place.”

“Yes, it sucks but what can I do? She's my mom.”

“I don't know what I'm going to do for two weeks. There's barely anything in this town.”

“Yeah, okay. Have fun guys!”


“ Why am I stuck here while my friends are having fun?” she thought. She picked up her bag and put it on top of the wooden dresser. Her hands rummaged through her clothes but did not find the item she was looking for. “Oh, damn”. She sighed. “I forgot to bring a book.” Closing her bag, she lied down again with her hands on her face. “What am I going to do now?”. Her eyes circled the room and were drawn towards the nightstand to the left of the bed. Its single drawer was slightly open, inviting her to look inside. She reached for the open drawer and found a single item: a book. It was slightly covered with dust. She picked it up and blew away the dust, revealing that it was a diary. Though it was in a good condition, the discoloration of its pages betrayed its age. “This must have been here for a long time.” Kara thought. She turned the cover and the only sentence on the first page revealed the book's owner.

“This diary belongs to: Julia Rollins.”

“Who's Julia Rollins?” Kara tried to remember if there was anyone in her family named Julia Rollins but she was certain there was none. On the bottom of the page, a date was written: January 13, 1965. “1965! This book had been here for 45 years!” Surprised, she started to flip the pages of the book and got to the last few pages. She did not know why the diary suddenly interested her as she read one of the entries:

June 10.
Dear Diary,

I am so happy today. We finally arrived at grandma's lodge. It was a long trip, three hours from Summertown. Grandma looks older and thinner, but she's very cheerful as usual. Jason and I competed to see who can ate the most cupcakes. Grandma makes very delicious cupcakes. My brother beat me 5 cupcakes to 4. She promised to make more tomorrow! Oh, I can't wait to have more. Afterwards, the three of us took a walk to the lake. I love that lake! Mom and Dad didn't want to come. They said they had to discuss something with Dr. Kendricks. We played at the lake until 6, then we went back for dinner. I can't wait for tomorrow!


“I wonder who she is.” she thought as she let out a yawn. She put the diary back into the drawer and closed her eyes. “I have plenty of time to read it. It's time for a nap.” It was the last thought that entered her mind before she drifted off to sleep.

*

Whole roast chicken, potato salad and onion soup had been prepared by the expert hands of Nelly when Kara made her way to the dinner table. She took her seat on one end of the rectangular table as the housekeeper set the table for a four-person dinner. Glancing through the window, she could see that her mom and grandmother were chatting on the front porch.

“Want me to call them, Miss Kara?” Nelly asked.

“No. Let's wait for them. I'm not that hungry.” As they waited, the diary she found in the bedroom suddenly aroused her curiosity. “Nelly, do you know who Julia Rollins is? I found her diary in the attic.”

“Of course, I do.” Nelly answered. “I used to play with the Rollins' kids. They used to live here before your grandparents bought it forty five years ago right after they got married.”

“She wrote that her grandmother made very nice cupcakes.

“Her cupcakes were just as good as your grandmother's.” Nelly looked at her mistress' granddaughter intently and asked “Miss Kara, you don't seem happy seeing your grandmother. May I ask why?”

“I'm supposed to go to Los Angeles with a bunch of friends, Nelly.” Kara explained. “This is our summer together. Next year everyone will be off to college.”

“Last summer with your friends?” Nelly paused to think about something. “Miss Kara, maybe you should know...”

The front door suddenly opened and the two women who were conversing on the porch entered.

“Looks like dinner's ready!” Sarah exclaimed.

“Nelly makes the best onion soup.” said her mother. “Isn't that right, Nelly?”

“You're just flattering me ma'am.” The housekeeper blushed. “If you or Kara want me to make a specific meal, please let me know.” She said to Sarah.

“It's okay Nelly. Kara and I will cook tomorrow. Won't we, Kara?” Sarah winked at her daughter, only to be responded with a frown. “Okay, I'm starving. Let's eat.”

*

Sarah Tanner laughed out loud as she finished her last piece of the potato salad. “That is so funny! I never got bored of the story.”

“It's not funny. It's embarrassing.” Kara expressed her differing opinion. “I don't want you to tell it again.”

“Okay, dear. I promise. But it was a long time ago. You should be able to laugh at it now.” Her grandmother laughed. “I should retire now to my bedroom now. You're welcome there anytime dear. I want to listen to your stories.” The elderly woman wheeled her chair into the bedroom.

Sarah picked up her dishes and brought them to the kitchen, followed by her daughter. As she looked around the kitchen, an idea suddenly entered her head. “Nelly, what time does my mom usually wake up?”

“She usually wakes up at 6, ma'am.” answered Nelly while washing the dishes.

“Let me help you with that.” Sarah grabbed a dirty plate and started to pour warm water on it. “I think we should surprise grandma by preparing breakfast tomorrow. What do you think, Kara? Can you wake up at 5 and help me make breakfast?”

Kara thought for several seconds but answered negatively. “Not tomorrow, mom. I don't feel like it.”

“You don't seem well. Are you okay?” Sarah asked her daughter.

“I'm fine. If you don't need me here, I want to get back to my room.” With those words, she left the kitchen and headed to the attic.

Kara had barely reached her bed when the bedroom door suddenly opened. Her mother had followed her into the room with a noticeable change of mood.

“What is the matter with you, Kara!” Sarah said with a scolding tone. “I took you here so you can spend some time with your grandmother!”

“I had made other plans, mom!” answered Kara with an equally high tone. “Next summer we'll be off to college. This is the last time I can spend summer together with my friends.”

“If you really don't want to be here, you can take the bus tomorrow morning and go home!” The usually composed mother stormed off the room, leaving Kara alone and unhappy.

“Whatever,” she thought. “No book, no DVDs, no entertainment. Maybe I should go home tomorrow.” She closed her eyes trying to fall asleep but her earlier nap had made her eyes unwilling to comply to her intention. After thirty minutes, she gave up and picked up her cellphone. 1 new message. “It must've been sent while we were eating.” She quickly opened her inbox to retrieve the message.

“Hey Kara! We're in Disneyland! Do you want anything? We're going to shop now. Text us back!”

Disgruntled, she threw her cellphone into her bag. “All I want is to be there with you guys.” She looked around the room looking for something to do. Seeing no other choice, she picked up the diary and continued reading.

June 12.
Dear Diary,

I'm sorry I didn't write yesterday. Grandma suddenly got ill and we had to take her to the hospital. She looked very pale and weak. We didn't do much but sat by her side. Dr. Kendricks said we have to prepare for the worst. We're all praying and hoping for her recovery. Today was more or less the same. She's not getting better. I'm so afraid. I don't want to lose her. I will miss her cupcakes. I will miss her cheerfulness. I will miss spending my summer with her. Pray with me diary. Please.....


“Doctor?” Suddenly the story in the diary felt closer to home. “Didn't mom say something about a doctor treating grandma? Could it be?” Suddenly something new filled her very soul. Concern had replaced resentment. “What if grandma is ill like her grandmother?”

June 13.
Dear Diary,

It's the saddest day of my life. Grandma passed away this morning. My brother and I couldn't stop crying. My mother said we shouldn't be sad for too long. Instead, we should remember the memories. The happy memories of spending time together every summer at the lodge. Remember her advice, her food, her laugh. Harder said than done. But I know we have to try. This is what grandma would've wanted us to do.


Julia's words struck her heart as if they were talking straight to her. The feeling of anger at being forced to change her summer plans had completely gone, replace by guilt. Memories of her own grandmother started to fill her head. “She sounded very sad when her grandmother died. I still had mine. Why am I so selfish? I should cherish every moment while she's still alive.” She immediately got up and headed straight down. She had an apology to make.

*

The clock showed 6 o'clock when the smell of maple syrup and corned beef hash filled the log house. As Nelly pushed her mistress' wheelchair to the dining room, Sarah and her daughter had been busy preparing the table.

“Did you make breakfast already, Nelly?” asked the old woman.

“No, ma'am.” she answered. “Our guests made the breakfast.”

“Oh, you two shouldn't have bothered. We have Nelly.”

“We wanted to do something nice. Besides, we woke up really early and couldn't get back to sleep so, we decided to make breakfast.” Sarah said.

“Look, grandma! I can make pancakes now.” Kara said excitedly. “Just like you taught me.”

“That's wonderful, dear. I'm glad you feel happier today.”

“I'm sorry for yesterday, grandma. I would love to spend this summer with you. Why don't we go to that lake this afternoon.” Kara suddenly remembered the lake that Julia wrote in the diary. “I heard it's very beautiful.”

“That's a wonderful idea, dear.” Her grandmother said as the whole family prepared to spend the first day of summer together.

Selasa, 17 November 2009

Sunset

“Come on, guys! Let's just continue tomorrow.” I slammed the computer mouse on the desk. “It's been eight hours.”

“It's due next friday, Greg.” The tall guy sitting to my left said. “We're not even halfway through this assignment.”

“Tom's right. We need to keep working,” said the other member of our workgroup.

“If you two want to keep working, go ahead. I'm going to take a break.” I grabbed my wallet and car key and walked out of the computer lab. “I'll be back in an hour.”

The final assignment for that summer programming class was a killer. We had to create a Visual Basic application using all the concepts we have learned in the class. It looked simple enough except for one thing: the three of us knew nothing about programming. We took the class because we had nothing to do all summer and thought it would be fun to take a programming class. As I drove my car away from the campus, I started to regret that decision. What kind of idiots took a programming class for fun? The classes were boring and we did not understand completely what the teacher talked about. Anyway, I decided to get some coffee in the Palisades Mall. The open air mall located next to the campus of Summertown College was my favorite place to hang out, shop or just relax. That day, all I wanted was some coffee.

While there were several coffee shops in the mall, my favorite was a cozy cafe located on the side of the mall facing the campus. It's called 'The Lost Java'. The barista on duty that day was Mr. Cooper, a nice old man who had been working there for as long as I remember. He already knew what I wanted since i always had the same thing.

“Hey, Greg! The usual?” He asked rhetorically.

“Yes, please.”

“Coming right up.”

I took my vanilla latte and went outside to the patio. After about 15 seconds, my body protested that decision by shivering wildly. I went back in, grabbed a newspaper from the nearby rack and sat in a table overlooking the counter. Finally, after hours of working, I could rest and relax for a while.

While I was reading the paper, the cafe suddenly went brighter and warmer. I lifted my head and looked around and saw a woman ordering a drink on the counter. She was wearing a yellow t-shirt so bright that I thought the sun had decided to rise right then and there. She was, in one word, stunning. I found my eyes locked onto her for several seconds. I didn't know what it was. Was it her eyes? Her smile? I wondered what she was ordering. Maybe a mocha to match her sweetness. Was it for here or to go? Please have it here. I wished silently as if I was trying to control her mind. She turned towards me. Was the mind control working? No, of course not. She looked at me for one second and walked away. Oh well. Couldn't hurt to try. I dismissed her from my mind and got back to my paper and coffee.

After about thirty minutes, I left the cafe and started to walk around the mall. It was something I usually do when I had nothing to do but didn't feel like going home. I passed by a music store and saw a CD of The Beatles in Jazz. It looked interesting enough for me to check it out. Lucky for me, that CD was a featured item that week and it was available to preview. I put on the headphone on one of the CD players the store had installed for previewing songs. As I was listening to the song 'Here Comes The Sun', I felt someone bumping into me.

“Excuse me. I'm sorry,” said a female voice.

I looked up and took off my headphone. Lo and behold! The sun girl

I went after her. I didn't know what made me do it. Somehow, she beckoned me to follow her. Like a fading flower looking for the sun, I was drawn to her. I had no control. My feet took me to the east side of the mall, where all the restaurants were. Suddenly, I lost her track.

I looked around trying to find her. The only way out of the area was back where she came from. She must have gone into one of the restaurants. Seven restaurants lined up in a semi-circular shape. Which one did she go into?

The first one to my left was a sushi restaurant. A giant circular belt ran around carrying colorful plates of various sushi dishes. At the moment, the only color I cared about was yellow. My eyes scanned every customer looking for that specific color. Red, white, blue. No yellow. She wasn't in there.

Next to the sushi bar, a giant red, white and green flag welcome customers to Del Mare restaurant. Judging from the flag and the name, it had to be an Italian restaurant. For some reason, the manager decided to make his restaurant the brightest among all the restaurants in the area by turning on every single light available. I saw someone wearing yellow inside. It was her, sitting in a table with her bright yellow shirt, brighter than any light the restaurant had on. She was sitting...not alone. She was not alone. A man sat across her. He was holding her hands. Suddenly, she was not so bright anymore. I stood there for several seconds, then turned away.

*

The next morning, I tried to forget she ever existed and went to class as usual. As I was shifting through the textbooks in my locker, I saw her appearing out of the corner at the end of the hallway. I couldn't take my eyes off of her as she moved closer and closer. She was wearing a kinda gloomy red blouse. I didn't realize that she was also staring at me.

“Do I know you?” She asked.

“Oh, I'm sorry.” Startled, I started making up an excuse. “We met in the music store last night.”

“Oh yeah,” she replied. “I'm sorry again for bumping into you. I didn't mean it.”

“It's okay. I saw you later that night in the Italian restaurant.”

“Yes. I love the lasagna there. Did you have dinner there as well?”

“No, I was just passing by. I was, uh...” What would be a better excuse than 'I was staring at you the whole time?' “I was looking at the menu in front of the restaurant and saw you inside. I thought that yellow t-shirt was really nice.”

“Oh. I love that T-shirt. My boyfriend got it for me for my birthday.”

Boyfriend? So that man sitting with her last night was... “Do you have class here?” I tried to change the subject.

“No, I'm not a student here. I'm just waiting for my boyfriend.” She then waved towards someone behind me. “There he is. Hey, Martin!”

I turned around and true enough, it was the same guy I saw with her. He put his arm around her. “Ready to go, Margaret?”

“Yes.” She looked at me and smiled. “Nice talking to you.”

I just smiled back. There was nothing else to say. I watched them slowly disappeared from my sight like a sunset. I turned back to my locker and resumed my daily life as if nothing had happened.

Senin, 16 November 2009

Pemain Sepakbola Yang Sombong

"Apa? Kenapa ditolak?!" Michael Pratama menggebrak meja dengan geram.

"Maaf, Michael. Kamu masih dibutuhkan di tim Surabaya Elang. Sebagai pencetak gol musim lalu, kamu terlalu penting dan tidak mungkin kami lepas ke tim saingan seperti Jakarta Harimau." Pak Syarifudin, manajer tim Surabaya Elang, mencoba menjelaskan kepada Michael. "Lagipula, kamu telah menanda tangani kontrak sampai dua tahun kedepan. Kami berhak untuk tidak menerima tawaran transfer dari tim lain."

"Pak Syarifudin benar. Seharusnya kamu lebih loyal terhadap tim dan rekan-rekan satu tim." Jonny Rustaman, pelatih kepala tim, menambahkan.

"Saya ini pencetak gol terbanyak dua tahun berturut-turut. Saya terlalu bagus untuk tim Surabaya Elang yang setiap tahun hanya mampu menduduki papan tengah. Saya ingin ditransfer ke Jakarta Harimau sebelum kompetisi liga mulai minggu depan. Permisi." Dengan bergegas, Michael meninggalkan ruangan kantor manajemen tim sepakbola Surabaya Elang.

"Susah sekali berurusan dengan pemain itu." Pak Syarifudin hanya bisa geleng-geleng kepala.

"Saya tidak suka ada pemain seperti itu di tim saya. Biar dia itu pencetak gol terbanyak, karakter dia sangat mengganggu keharmonisan tim. Lebih baik ditransfer saja." Sang pelatih juga tampak tidak senang dengan sikap Michael.

"Kita tidak bisa mengabulkan begitu saja permintaannya. Ini bisa menjadi preseden buruk. Kalau kita biarkan, pemain lain di seluruh liga juga akan ikut-ikutan. Seakan-akan, kontrak tidak ada artinya. Saya akan memikirkan penyelesaiannya sebelum kompetisi mulai."

*

Michael Pratama berjalan meninggalkan Stadion Pahlawan menuju tempat parkir. Saat mendekati mobil Toyota Supra miliknya, beberapa wartawan tabloid olah raga telah menunggu dengan amunisi pertanyaan-pertanyaan seputar gosip transfer yang biasa terjadi beberapa minggu sebelum kompetisi dimulai.

"Michael, ada gosip bahwa anda akan pindah ke Jakarta Harimau dalam beberapa hari kedepan. Apa benar?" Pertanyaan diluncurkan oleh seorang wartawan tabloid 'Bola itu Bundar'.

Michael berpikir sejenak, kemudian menjawab. "Sudah menjadi keinginan saya untuk bergabung dengan tim yang mampu bersaing di papan atas seperti Jakarta Harimau. Saya merasa tim Surabaya Elang tidak mampu memberikan apa yang saya mau. Saya berharap manajemen tim mengizinkan saya untuk pindah ke Jakarta. Maaf, saya harus pergi." Beberapa pertanyaan dari wartawan lain tidak dihiraukannya. Michael langsung memacukan mobilnya menjauhi stadion. Sebenarnya, dia senang dengan perhatian wartawan terhadap dirinya. Bermain di Surabaya Elang membuat namanya terkenal di lingkungan pencinta sepakbola.

Liga Sepakbola Profesional dibentuk 10 tahun yang lalu dan terdiri dari dua divisi, dengan 20 kesebelasan di tiap divisi. Jakarta merupakan satu-satunya kota yang mempunyai dua kesebelasan: kesebelasan Jakarta Harimau di divisi satu dan kesebelasan Jakarta Bangau di divisi dua. Michael sendiri memulai karirnya 4 tahun lalu di kesebelasan divisi dua Pontianak Orangutan. Setelah dua tahun menjadi top scorer divisi dua, dia pindah ke Surabaya Elang. Disitu pun dia berhasil menjadi top scorer. Sayang, ketajamannya dalam mencetak gol tidak didukung oleh lini belakang tim yang rapuh sehingga tim ini hanya mampu menempati papan tengah selama dua tahun terakhir. Kesuksesannya menjebloskan bola ke gawang lawan telah membuatnya menjadi target utama tim-tim lain. Bahkan, beberapa tim dari luar negeri ingin mengambil pemain berusia 25 tahun itu. Sampai saat ini, tim Surabaya Elang masih dapat mempertahankan pemain bintangnya.

Sesampai di apartemen mewahnya, yang merupakan hadiah dari tim Surabaya Elang saat dia bergabung, Michael langsung mengambil tabloid 'Bola itu Bundar' edisi terbaru. Seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya tabloid itu memuat preview kompetisi liga seminggu sebelum dimulai. Melihat perkiraan klasmen akhir, muka Michael berubah menjadi masam. Jakarta Harimau, yang merupakan juara bertahan tiga tahun berturut-turut, diprediksi untuk menjadi juara lagi sedangkan Surabaya Elang hanya diperkirakaan menempati posisi kesembilan di akhir kompetisi. Dihalaman berikutnya satu artikel menarik perhatiannya. Ia mulai membaca dengan seksama:

Gosip Transfer Pemain:
Budi Budiman (Kiper) - Jakarta Bangau ke Medan Singa
Muhammad Sulaiman (Penyerang) - Bandung Macan ke Makassar Hiu
I Gusti Mayor (Gelandang) - Denpasar Kuda ke Bandung Macan
Michael Pratama (Penyerang) - Surabaya Elang ke Jakarta Harimau

Dengan kesal, Michael melempar tabloid itu ke tong sampah. Dengan telepon genggamnya, dia menelpon agennya, Joko Suparman.

"Halo, Pak Joko, tolong negosiasikan dengan tim Surabaya bahwa saya ingin ditransfer ke Jakarta dalam minggu ini."

"Michael, keputusan terakhir ada di tangan tim. Kamu masih di bawah kontrak mereka. Kalau mereka tidak mau melepas, kita tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa."

"Saya tidak mau tahu! Katakan kepada mereka kalau tidak dilepas, saya akan bermain asal-asalan supaya tim jelek ini turun ke divisi dua!"

"Saya akan bicara lagi dengan mereka. Tapi saya tidak bisa menjanjikan apa-apa."

"Kalau kamu tidak berhasil, kamu saya pecat!"

Michael langsung mematikan teleponnya dan berjalan menuju dapur untuk menyiapkan makan siang.

*

Keesokan harinya, agen Joko Suparman menemui manajer dan pelatih tim Surabaya Elang untuk mendiskusikan masalah transfer Michael. Joko menceritakan percakapannya dengan Michael di telepon.

"Dia berkata seperti itu?" Pak Syarifudin seakan tidak percaya dengan cerita Pak Joko.

"Tidak ada pilihan lain. Dia harus keluar dari tim." Pelatih Jonny Rustaman terdengar marah. "Sangat tidak profesional sekali. Kemarin dia juga berbicara kepada wartawan bahwa dia ingin pindah ke Jakarta."

"Kemarin saya juga menerima tawaran transfer lagi dari Jakarta. Kalau dia mau pindah ke Jakarta, kita kabulkan saja permintaannya. Ayo kita berbicara di dalam." Pak Syarifudin mengajak Pak Joko dan Pak Jonny ke dalam kantornya untuk membicarakan transfer Michael ke Jakarta.

*

Sorenya, Michael menerima telepon dari agennya.

"Halo, Pak Joko? Bagaimana?"

"Kabar baik, Michael. Pak Syarifudin telah setuju untuk melepas kamu ke Jakarta. Kontrak dari tim Jakarta juga sudah disiapkan. 4 tahun dengan gaji sama dengan yang kamu terima sekarang. Mereka juga akan memberikan mobil dan apartemen selama kamu di Jakarta"

"Oh, bagus itu. Apa saya harus ke Jakarta untuk menandatangani kontrak?"

"Tidak perlu Michael, manajemen tim Jakarta akan ke sini besok. Setelah menandatangani kontraknya, kamu punya waktu satu hari untuk bersiap-siap ke Jakarta. Biaya perjalanan ditanggung mereka."

"Ok ok. Terima kasih Pak Joko."

Michael sangat senang mendengar berita itu. Impiannya untuk menjadi juara liga akan dapat dicapainya dengan tim Jakarta Harimau. Bahkan dia sudah tidak sabar untuk bermain melawan Surabaya Elang dan mencetak gol sebanyak-banyaknya untuk membuktikan bahwa dia terlalu bagus untuk tim ini.

*

Pagi-pagi, Michael sudah dijemput oleh Joko Suparman untuk bertemu dengan manajemen tim dari Jakarta. Dia memang sudah siap sejak pagi karena tidak bisa tidur memikirkan bermain bersama tim Jakarta Harimau. Nomor punggung berapa yang akan dia terima? Dia berharap dapat memakai nomor 9 seperti di Surabaya.

"Michael, sebelum kita bertemu dengan mereka, saya ingin beritahukan kalau saya akan pensiun menjadi agen sepak bola." Pak Joko tiba-tiba mengabarkan sesuatu kepada Michael.

"Pensiun? Kok tiba-tiba sekali? Saya bagaimana dong?"

"Pemain seperti anda pasti tidak akan kesulitan mendapatkan agen baru."

"Oh, ya sudah kalau begitu."

Lima menit kemudian, mereka telah tiba di tempat yang sudah dijanjikan. Dua orang sudah menunggu mereka.

"Michael, ini Pak Suparjo dan Pak Doni, manajer tim Jakarta dan asistennya." Pak Joko memperkenalkan Michael kepada dua orang itu. "Saya ke kamar kecil dulu, Michael. Permisi."

"Michael, kami senang sekali kamu mau bergabung dengan kami." Pak Suparjo menjabat tangan Michael dengan penuh semangat. "Kontrak sudah kami siapkan. 4 tahun dengan gaji yang sama dengan gaji kamu sekarang. Tinggal kamu tanda-tangani di sini."

"Pak Suparjo, sudah menjadi impian saya untuk bermain di Jakarta." Michael mengambil pena yang sudah disiapkan dan membubuhi tanda-tangannya di tempat yang ditentukan. "Kapan saya bisa ke Jakarta?"

"Transport dan akomodasi sudah kami siapkan. Besok pagi kita berangkat ke Jakarta. Selamat bergabung dengan tim Jakarta Bangau."

"Apa?" Michael merasa pendengarannya salah. "Jakarta Bangau?"

"Kami senang sekali pemain sekelas anda mau bergabung dengan tim kecil seperti kami. Pertandingan pertama adalah pertandingan divisi dua melawan Lampung Gajah. Semoga sukses, Michael."